I try do everything for him and hes never happy for me I wish he could be with someone who makes him…

Why don’t you understand you could be happier if you saw a doctor?

He feeds off of your energy. You're in a bad mood, then so is he.

You have not tried everything. You have not seen a doctor. You need help. Once you get that you would probably be much happier with your baby and your baby would be happy as well. I think that’s the one and only thing you can do at this point.

100% what these awesome ladies above said.

At this point I feel like you have no right to complain if you’re unwilling to do anything

People have been urging you to get help for months. Your son is absolutely adorable & I hate to think that his mother is miserable. He surely is picking up on your energy. For the sake of your son, please seek help.