I feel very helpless because of the baby. maybe I have not prepared well psychologically to have a…

I feel very helpless because of the baby. maybe I have not prepared well psychologically to have a kid in my life. I was expecting to find a good job after I finish my master's degree. but now I'm pregnant for 27 weeks and am having a kid soon. I do mot want someone else to look after my baby in my home. I just want to live with my baby and husband together. but I am not confident in that I could take care of the baby well on my own. I also do not.want to give up my dream of being an independent woman economically. however if I go to work, who will help to take care of the baby ?

I am mad now.