Is there a such thing as prepardum depression like I can fee it creep in everyday I pray against it but I just can’t…

Is there a such thing as prepardum depression like I can fee it creep in everyday I pray against it but I just can’t help but be anxious and depressed especially when I go back and view our recordings on camera every day like I think stuff like who could love me the way I’m built I wouldn’t even love me if I was him.. I KNOW it’s a trick of the enemy but I hate my body right now... not much I can do being pregnant but I will STAR E myself after this baby if I have to.. I refuse to be built like a football player🤣😭😔#laughing and crying at my own pain... #healing process