I hate complaining all the time to my husband so decided to complain here. Lol
My 18 month old hasn’t slept in WEEKS. She’s been cutting her 4 incisors all at the same time. So misery and pain and God awful diaper rash to go along with it. Not to mention I think it’s throwing her off that her big sister (my 5yo) has been gone every other week this summer to her dads house. She spends the last half of those weeks walking around the house calling for Sissy 😭 I’m 29 weeks pregnant and we spent every weekend of July moving stuff from one house into another and from our storage unit into our house. I spend the weeks attempting to unpack and organize and prepare for little man’s arrival. But with getting next to no sleep, my horribly cranky one year old, plus the fact that Arkansas feels as hot as Satan‘s butt crack in August I am always miserable 😩 and in 3 days I’ve had less than 10 hours of sleep and now my 1yo and I have snotty noses, sore throats, and coughs. I don’t have time to be sick 😭😭😭😭😭
Oh. And to add to that, for a couple weeks now my 1yo has been waking up before 5:30, when my husband leaves for work, and she clings to his neck for dear life and screams and cries when Daddy has to leave 😔
Y’all. I just want a break. I haven’t been without a kid in MONTHS.. except to move. So that wasn’t even a break. I am just exhausted and getting beyond worn down.
Plus dh and I are trying to work through some married people problems, which isn’t the end of the world - it happens, but this is the worst time lol with all the other stress of things going on I just need some normalcy and some relaxation.
Ugh. Rant over