I really don't feel like I can fit right anywhere, at the moment. My relationship, my family, old…
I really don't feel like I can fit right anywhere, at the moment. My relationship, my family, old friends. My life is falling apart and I can't do anything to stop it. I'm trying so hard to keep everything together and not stress but it is not going well. My baby needs me to breathe and I'm really trying but it's not working. I'm losing control and my heart is breaking. I'm scared for my baby, I'm scared for my relationship. I don't know if it's all my fault. I've tried to keep my issues to myself but they bubble over and they are affecting my relationship and the way my fiance sees me and our relationship. I'm hurting so much and I have no one to turn to. The one person I have is not even 100 feet away and he's beyond mad at me right now. I don't know what to do anymore and I'm so scared.
Melissa ·
Мама сына (3 года), беременна (18 нед.)
Turn to the Lord. He will never turn from you. He's the only one in the world who has never given up on me.
Mercedes Stoddard·
@mhbb3 honestly, that's probably the number one thing I needed to hear. I took Him foe granted while everything was going good..
Melissa ·
Мама сына (3 года), беременна (18 нед.)
@gorgeousmay42217
I feel ya girl. No matter how things seem keep your eyes on Him and your heart open towards Him. One thing that is helping me, before I get up or before I go to sleep, I pray I read a devotional and I read a bible verse.
If you don't have time out on some gospenl music. Pandora has it. Tamela Mann is an awesome station. It's sooo uplifting. It's hard when you have a family and work and tv but try to dedicate a little time to him everyday.
I know what you mean. It's easy to ignore him when things are going smooth. But, he wants a relationship with us through the good and bad.
God doesn't care where you go to church as long as you are getting the message of the bible. That he came in the flesh to save us. Following is a few free apps that speak on the truth of Christ. I use these.
In touch messenger with Charles Stanley, and The bible Gateway app. The gateway app has a daily verse you can use as a devotional or you can also get Our daily bread free. Pray, read your devotional and read the verse in your bible. Building your relationship with him will slowly transform your mind and your life.
Mercedes Stoddard·
@mhbb3 Thank you, 💕 I have a lot of making up to do and a lot to work on.
Melissa ·
Мама сына (3 года), беременна (18 нед.)
@gorgeousmay42217
You don't have to make up with God . He doesn't hold onto grudges like we do. It's so hard for our finite minds to get it but HE loves us completely and just wants us to put our relationship with Him at the top of our list. If we can do that He will show us how to do the rest.
Audrie Del-Angel·
Мама двоих (младенец)
@mhbb3 Aman !