I. Am. Exhausted. Physically, mentally...just drained. I’ve had so much going on since Noah was born. Hospitalized for…

I. Am. Exhausted. Physically, mentally...just drained. I’ve had so much going on since Noah was born. Hospitalized for postpartum preeclampsia a week after Noah was born. Told my OB I’ve been having terrible pain in my knees and feet at my 6 week checkup. She did blood work that came back abnormal/positive which means I more than likely have rheumatoid arthritis. I finally got approved through insurance to see a rheumatologist but the earliest appointment is October 31st. My uncle was diagnosed with colon cancer and had almost all of his colon removed and is going through 6 months of chemo now. My dad has been really sick and the doctors think it’s his pancreas. Oh, and I live 12 hours away from my family. I can’t take much more. Keep me in your thoughts and prayers please.