Okay, this is my first time posting on here.

In 2013 I had a baby via c-section and my aunt adopted him due to my living circumstances. Right after they pulled baby out of me the took him to get cleaned up and my aunt promised me she wouldn’t leave me alone. Needless to say when baby was cleaned and ready to go to her room she left me alone. I have a c-section scheduled for the 16th and it’s like the trauma and flash backs are hitting me hard and I’m getting scared to even have my baby. SO will be there the whole time and he is 120% involved with everything but I can’t help but to feel all the feelings from the last time in the OR. I do plan on talking with hubby tonight when he gets home from work, just scared and don’t know what to do.