Omg! 2 weeks away from Olivia's church baby shower! Praying hubby atleast goose to that shower. I…

I'm naming my little lady Olivia also!! ❤️

@amandajune awwww😍😍😍😍💜 that's so precious! It's such a beautiful name!

Im giving my daughter Rose as her middle name! 😍😍😍

@angelbrownell26 that's a beautiful name! My babes middle name is Janine after my late mother

@amandajune awwww.thats super beautiful and very special. I was going to give my daughter my late mothers middle name but hubby didn't like it. Im so sorry for your loss! Huge hugs. I miss my mom so much too!

@angelbrownell26 thanks girl! You too 💓💓 I feel ya on that, I miss my mom very much! She passed in 2010 10 days before I gave birth to my first son. When did you lose your mom ?

@amandajune omg😭😭😭💔💔 she passed last year in September 5 days after her birthday, she was 59 from trakia cancer. Hubby and i tried for 2 years to get pregnant, then 4 months after she passed i became pregnant. At first i was sad and shocked and honestly didn't want a child because i was so heartbroken about loosing my mom and couldn't imagine loving another human as much or more than my mom it was so bitter sweet. Now im over the moon about my most beautiful gift of my first baby, baby girl ever! I can't imagine my life any other way! In so many ways my daughter has helped heal me and save my life from extreme sadness from the loss. Having my baby girl to focus on so close to the loss its really helped me cope in so many ways. Huge hugs mama! That must have been so hard loosing her so close to your first babys birth. I still can't believe she's gone and i have no idea how im gonna manage with out her after baby girl is here. Id litterly call her everyday all day and even face time her. So once my babys here and hubbys at work i have no idea who ill call for advice! Im scared/excited!

@angelbrownell26 girl this made me tear up! Huge hugs to you!!! Your mom is looking down on you and your family! My mom was 49 , cancer also took her away from us. Having my son was a blessing . I was only 19 when I got pregnant and alot of people looked down on that however if it wasn't for my son, I probably wouldn't be here today. Those ten days without her before my son was born were the hardest days of my life and I was so depressed. Having him helped me and my family cope with my mother's death.

Same thing here though, we were best friends and did everything together! She would always sing to my belly and rub my belly and couldn't wait for my baby to be born. She got so so sick right around when I got pregnant. Blessing in disguise like I said. My mom had beautiful blue eyes that she gave to my son! She was the only one with blue eyes and he is still lucky to have them! Your baby girl will go everyday listening to you talk to her about your mom! She will probably remind you of your mom in some way also! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

@angelbrownell26 and trust me , I felt the same way after my mom passed like who am I going to call what am I going to do? Alot of people were there for me and the same will be for you! When I lost my mucus plug I freaked and brought my dad into the bathroom (I still lived at home) and my dad was clueless however he did everything in his power to try to help me through everything . It was cute lol I still had my baby sister who was only 16 but she was a great help! And my brother was 21 with his gf.. I had alot of support! I actually remember picking my phone up and going to call my mom about something and being like "wait what am I doing" ... You'll be an amazing mom from that strong bond you had with your mother!! 😘😘😘

@amandajune awww mama, This made me tear up also. Omg, that's so crazy! I can't imagine loosing my mom at such a young age. Thank you and i agree she is because things would have never worked out so well if she wasn't. 😭 i hate cancer, omg im so glad you got those moments with your mom and your first born, thats absolutely precious! Awww. Mama! I can't imagine having such grief during such an emotional and exciting time. Omg thats so precious! My mom also had these extremely beautiful blue eyes! I believe my siblings have hazel eyes and i have brown eyes. My baby is mixed so she could have blue eyes like her grams! 😍 yes i agree she already reminds us of my mom already. Baby girl makes me crave a lot of my moms favorite foods!😍 lol its funny. My husband swears that our daughter is going to be just like her grams reincarnated. (Hubby is not an emotional person and dose not believe in reincarnation but he's saying they will be a lot alike)😍

Awww thank you! That is so precious of your dad! Super cute! Aww! I really hope so. Since ive gotten pregnant most of my family has not really been around. How ever i have a feeling my sweet 14 year old neice will be a huge help. Shes just recently started griving her grams passing. Thats all she talked about today. It was super hard not try brake down and cry.

Awww ❤️❤️❤️ yes it was an emotional rollercoaster to say the least! Didn't have a good relationship with my son's father either. But everything happens for a reason! Aw your baby girl is going to be gorgeous! I remember I craved so much food my mom would make lol

@amandajune awwww! Lol yes i agree everything diffently happens for a reason. Aww thank you!😍 so is yours! Awww wow that's double tough going threw that with yous sons father and loosing your mom. Wow your such a strong mama!

@angelbrownell26 thanks girl! I've been through alot in the past ten years but my kids definitely keep me going! I'm 28 now and married to such a wonderful man ! We've been together for 5 years now . Living such a happy healthy life now! And being pregnant now with my shit together is nice lol

@amandajune yes you have! Awww! Im so very happy your doing so good, im super happy you diffently deserve this! Gosh im so happy to hear this! 😍😍

@angelbrownell26 thanks girl!! You're such an amazing person yourself! Glad we were able to chat a bit ❤️😘

@amandajune im glad to chat also! You can pm me any time!

Aww thank you so much mama!