It's too soon for baby and I am not ready 😥 but I am just not feeling so good. I really feel like I…

It's too soon for baby and I am not ready 😥 but I am just not feeling so good. I really feel like I need to poop (which I do) but I can't go. I got some serious lightening crotch going on. And baby is super active as normal but I can't sleep, it's so uncomfortable to lay down. I feel super annoyed but very calm at the same time, prob from lack of sleep. And super freaking nauseous today. I am not ready. My blood pressure is like 112/78. It was over 90 the first time I checked... I am going to check again soon, but probably not before I VOMIT. I am so nauseous. I really hope I do not go into labor anytime soon....