Been passing the idea around in my head about divorce. Some days, marriage feels like one of the biggest mistakes I have made.

I do everything for everyone. I’m up from 6 am to whenever I am able to go to bed. My day consists of being on my feet nearly all day cooking, cleaning, taking care of a toddler, etc. I don’t ask my husband to do much around the house besides take out trash and even then, I take out the trash... he won’t change diaper hardly ever or even do bedtime routine because that’s what housewife’s are for. He comes home and bitches if I ask him to do a damn thing around the house. Hell, I can barley get him to put the electronics down long enough to actually have a conversation with me. I love being a mom and I don’t mind cooking or cleaning but I would love help. I would love to sit down before 10 pm at night without looking “lazy” housewife’s don’t get breaks til the kids are in bed and the cleaning is done... if I’m bitchy or having a bad day it don’t matter cause he’s more tired than I am. He does more than I do. I supposedly get more sleep than he does.

I’m never thought of. No one stops and asks if I’m okay, or if I’ve eaten today, nope. I take care of everyone and if there’s time I then I take care of me as well.