Only you can make yourself truly happy . You have your son to add to your happiness, don’t let him keep making empty promises to you no matter if he was the only thing you had . He should love and have more respect for you then to do crazy things and say things that hurt you . Tell him to get it together or you will have to take action in your own way because you deserve better . What makes you happy , keeps you happy , it’s no in between or sometimes .

You and you alone are in control of your own happiness

@laywatz he’s sorry, it doesn’t mean anything, it won’t happen again, I don’t wanna lose you, you know, the regular stuff

@noahsmamaa and what does he say when you have these talks?

@laywatz, yes, plenty of times.

@noahsmamaa

Have you had a heart felt one on one conversation with him, and told him how you feel?

@laywatz, my son’s father. we’ve been together for 5 years, he’s my bestfriend and at one point before our son was born he was all i had due to family problems. As of now, like you said the thing that makes me truly happy is harmful to myself. He’s never been abusive in anyway, it’s just his actions and the shit he does and says.

@noahsmamaa

I'm gonna need a little bit more background information before I can answer a question like that.

@laywatz, how do you let go of the one thing that’s been making you happy for so long?

No, it's not too much to ask for, unless the thing that makes you truly happy is harmful to yourself or other people.