Nobody is replying to me, granted they’re all working but I can’t stop crying. I’m so overwhelmed…

Nobody is replying to me, granted they’re all working but I can’t stop crying. I’m so overwhelmed right now, I have so much anxiety and nothing I do will get me back on my old prescription, I feel so hopeless. I feel like everybody just thinks I’m lazy, but I’m hurt, severely depressed and always anxious because of past trauma that I have no control over. I don’t even know what my point is anymore.. I’m just so upset right now and I want there to be a light at the end of the tunnel