I feel so over whelmed today it's not even funny
I have a sign that says NO SMOKING & what do i find cig butts laying around all the time ashes on my glass side tables 3 holes burnt in my couch I just purchased and a whole bunch of other shit .... don't no one respect shit around here I can throw everyone and they mama out and it still don't matter bc it's my boyfriend's friends and he just keeps letting them do it and he even fucking1does it and I am like about to explode no one helps clean up either just me me me me me me me and me again and I am due in 9 days and feel like snapping the fuck out
Rant
My SO has been rude a lot ever since I've gotten pregnant...he said he doesn't care about my pregnancy, he doesn't even take one day off from work just ONE to come to at least one ultra sound appointment. I mean he's always making sure I'm fed, he lets use the heating pad, and even apologized to saying he doesn't care. He can mess with me all day but when I want to join and play around he gives me an attitude. He just makes me feel like s*** at times. He's a great fiancé don't get me wro...
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Will your Mom be in the delivery room?
My mom made it sound like she was gonna be in the delivery room when I give birth, and quite frankly, I would just like it to be me and my fiancé. It's our first, and I want to share that special moment with just him. I don't want to hurt her feelings, and I know this is something she would really like to be a part of. So I feel bad telling her no.
Pregnancy to me is not exciting. Everyday I throw up EVERYDAY I feel like crap. What's the matter w me? Can it really be so bad? Dr says it's normal. But the way I feel is not right. Even after I throw up I have this feeling inside my body that makes me feel sick all day long. I don't know what to do anymore. I promise you ladies I don't complain in here just to be a pain but I feel like I just can't do it. In my chest it feels terrible in the inside of m body I feel so weak I feel like it hurts...
I am so stressed right now!!!
My OB doesn’t want to take me anymore because I am too “high risk” so I got a new one they don’t want to see me either. They referred me to a group one hour way from my house. But there is only one high risk dr and he doesn’t know if he could see me.
I feel like I should not see any at this point.