Just sitting here crying at how lucky I am for them. I've been so depressed lately, not because of…

Just sitting here crying at how lucky I am for them. I've been so depressed lately, not because of the kids but just generally a struggle, been finally accepted to be seen by a therapist, and generally things have been looking up, but it makes me so mad at myself that I even forgot for a while how blessed I should feel. Obvs about an hour later when both are climbing on top of me and elbowing me and crying I think I might forget again 😂 but right now, I'm so grateful.