Found out my baby had no heart beat on the 19th. Had D&C yesterday. My husband showed up but found comfort in his girlfriend afterwards. I feel every thing. Vicious anger to rehabilitating pain. I'm trying to keep busy but all I feel is Anger. No sadness, Just Anger and a appetite for risky behaviors. My older babies are away in Jamaica away from this toxic air. Thank God. But.... I don't know what to do. Drinking doesn't make it better. It takes the edge off but..... Nothing makes sense......
How are you doing? Haven't seen you post in a while. I know you have a lot dealing with
@pnutbutta thank you.... Just been taking one day at a time and keeping busy....
@starting_over39 thank you. I'm Christian but my faith is so shook right now...
Bless your heart.. My sincere condolences 💐.. Don't know your faith but dm message me if you need to chat
My deepest condolences to you. How devestating. Give yourself time to mourn and recover..that anger definitely needs a healthy place to be channeled. I hope that you find yourself in presence of genuine love and compassion. Certainly not in your husband at this time but maybe around friends and family.
@jessig2006 thank you. All he cares about is her self esteem and how hard this is on her.
I am so very sorry for your loss. 💔 Sending you prayers and love! I am also so sorry to hear that about your husband. That's so completely inexcusable. You and your family deserve much better then that.
Hey! I've just been trying to get back to me and some type of Normal. Thanks for checking in. I appreciate it. I write to release so... I've been doing alot of that.