Found out my baby had no heart beat on the 19th. Had D&C yesterday. My husband showed up but found comfort in his girlfriend afterwards. I feel every thing. Vicious anger to rehabilitating pain. I'm trying to keep busy but all I feel is Anger. No sadness, Just Anger and a appetite for risky behaviors. My older babies are away in Jamaica away from this toxic air. Thank God. But.... I don't know what to do. Drinking doesn't make it better. It takes the edge off but..... Nothing makes sense......
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How are you doing? Haven't seen you post in a while. I know you have a lot dealing with
@pnutbutta thank you.... Just been taking one day at a time and keeping busy....
@starting_over39 thank you. I'm Christian but my faith is so shook right now...
Bless your heart.. My sincere condolences 💐.. Don't know your faith but dm message me if you need to chat
My deepest condolences to you. How devestating. Give yourself time to mourn and recover..that anger definitely needs a healthy place to be channeled. I hope that you find yourself in presence of genuine love and compassion. Certainly not in your husband at this time but maybe around friends and family.
@jessig2006 thank you. All he cares about is her self esteem and how hard this is on her.
I am so very sorry for your loss. 💔 Sending you prayers and love! I am also so sorry to hear that about your husband. That's so completely inexcusable. You and your family deserve much better then that.
Wow. (Hugs) mama. What an ass. Sorry for all you’re going through.
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Welp if it makes y’all feel better , I was hoping my own baby didn’t come out ugly because my baby daddy be looking ugly to me sometimes .
Rave!!!
So I was taking my 3 hour nap today, and I woke up to the baby flutters. That made my day and I have no school tomorrow!!!!! Thank you baby for making your mommy happy!!! Ugh I had a bad day but feeling the flutters was the highlight of my day (:
So I just found out that my husband is sleeping with my sister and they are making fun of me.
Anterior placenta?
I found out yesterday, at my 20 week scan, that I have an anterior placenta and won't feel my baby kick as much due to it. Not until late pregnancy. Anyone else have the same thing? If so, when did you feel your baby kick?
Hey! I've just been trying to get back to me and some type of Normal. Thanks for checking in. I appreciate it. I write to release so... I've been doing alot of that.