I'm still pretty shocked we are having a boy! When we were trying I'd talk out loud basically like I was talking to my…

I'm still pretty shocked we are having a boy! When we were trying I'd talk out loud basically like I was talking to my dad (he died suddenly in 2014) and i was at a low point. I remember saying "daddy if you can really hear me, ask Jesus to bless us with a son if it be his will." I'm not one to really believe in that kind of thing... but I think this baby is the biggest sign that I've had that my dad is still around. Which makes my heart so happy.