Honestly just feel like shutting down again. Apparently I can't ask my husband a question without…

Honestly just feel like shutting down again. Apparently I can't ask my husband a question without trying to "force" an answer. I asked one time and that's forcing it apparently. How is anything going to work if you expect me to be completely open with my feelings all the time while you get to shut me out and tell me to stop forcing conversations and things? I honestly just feel broken.