Well ive been having the worst pregnancy dreams. It doesn't help that my sister is one of my best…

I feel you 😔 My sister is a year younger than me, we've always been each others best friends, but here lately, same as you, I only feel she contacts me when it's convenient for her. I mean, I'm not working right now and she is, so I kind of get it, but not really cause she is usually with her low life boyfriend (he's recent) when I try to hang out with her 😒 I'm sorry about your mom. My dad died last year on Christmas, stomach cancer.. it's rough. Here if you need to talk! ❤

@jayderpoo awwww! Thank you for your condonclaes, Im so sorry about your dad. Its so heart braking to loose a parent. It's really is rough. I feel that we are in the same situation. (Her fiance) she barely ever talks to me when shes home around him. She works driving all day from Thursday to Sunday. But barely ever talks to me on her days off. Its actually quite odd. Her additude is even much colder. Thats not normally ever her. She's normally super sweet and have a very bublly personality. Id definitely love to talk to you! I love making friends. I always have but its been much rougher since im pregnant. Its so crazy. I differentiately didn't think so many people would change after that.

@angelbrownell26 yeah I don't have many friends either anymore, since I had my first kid lol. It's hard, a lot of times you feel so alone, but you Just have to stay positive, don't stress and focus on your little family ❤ my husband works so I just watch Netflix and eat snacks all day to occupy myself lol. Find some crafty hobbies! I was actually thinking about crocheting lol. It gets better I think. Especially when baby comes.

@jayderpoo that is just so sad. I wish i knew why people fade after there friends have children. Yeah im diffently very excited about my daughter! She is my first and i really didn't expect to get a girl the first time i got pregnant. Its always been my dream to have a girl first. I didn't even think id ever get pregnant. Hubby and i tried for two years and nothing. Then my mom got the sickest she'd ever been. When she passed I'd given up completely on trying to a baby. I actually didn't want to love another person more than my mom because its so heartbreaking loosing someone so precious to your heart. Four months passed at bam i got pregnant. I was in complete utter shock. Now im super happy to be so extremely blessed! I couldn't imagine not having her growing in my belly! Its the most beautiful precious gift ever! I love chrocheting. My mom and grandma taught me. It was my moms favorite thing to do. I had three or four projects going before my mom passed. Once she passed i haven't touched it since. It just makes me to sad. Ive been trying to start a blenket for a pregnant friend of mine but i have to wait to have money to buy the yarn. I think having colorful yarn will definitely help modivate me.

@angelbrownell26 aww!! So sweet. I'm so happy for you. You should finish those projects one day 🙂 I need to learn how to crochet, I wanna make cute things lol. I want to get back into drawing, that was my dad's favorite. I got all of his art stuff when he passed but I haven't really used any of it yet.

@jayderpoo thank you very much! Yes, your diffently right. I sure will try. Its been tough to even think about chrocheting. We'd race doing a layer of the granny square to see who could do it faster. Lol 💜 i won the first time and she the second! We were laughing so hard. It was a very precious moment. YouTube is amazing for teaching how to chrochet. If you type beginner how to chrochet theres lots of videos to show you. Awww thats so precious! It's diffently hard picking stuff back up that they did. My mom also drew amazing! She couldn't do it much in the last 6 years of her life. He vision got really bad. Ill be getting all my moms chrocheting stuff from my brothers house some time. Im not sure how ill feel using her needles for chrocheting but i have a pillow she made for her mom when her dog passed. Then when her mom passed she'd sleep with it every night. I got that pillow about a week ago and it still smells like her.💜💜😭😭😭😍😍😍

When you can you should try to draw something! I bet your amazing at it like your dad!