Is it wrong of me the be mad that my car was totaled? Like i am not made at my husband or that he…

Is it wrong of me the be mad that my car was totaled? Like i am not made at my husband or that he was in a accident I'm just mad at the fact that it was my car and it was only thing that I felt like I actually had that I actually own that's worth something and I mean it was my second car and the first one I sold to get that one because I had kids. I am not even mad and thinking why was it not my husband car. I know i am weird or messed up in the brain. I just loved that car it was my mommy car and bought home my daughter in it and were my girls and i would jam out and get out the car i know i will get another car and it also may be the pregnancy getting to me but why my awesome mom car!!