Well. First time having my oldest daughter go out of state with her real father to see his side of…

Well. First time having my oldest daughter go out of state with her real father to see his side of the family. The only thing that is going through my head is if something happens what am I going to do with her being that far away from me ... My mind is going crazy and my tubby is turning . I feel so sick just thinking about her going that far away with out me .... She has never been out of the state of Florida before ....... What am I going to do with my self !!!!?????