I had my D&C yesterday, my Doctor gave me the option of letting nature take it’s course and letting my body miscarry the…

I had my D&C yesterday, my Doctor gave me the option of letting nature take it’s course and letting my body miscarry the baby on its own sometime during the next week or two or going ahead and having the DNC. I chose the D&C simply because I am already a mental wreck this past week when she told me I lost my baby I could not go around another week and a half to two weeks knowing that inevitably I’m going to literally watch my baby fall out of me I couldn’t mentally handle that but now I feel completely empty and lost!!!!!!