I gotta force myself to eat more even though I don't have an appetite. I am feeling very upset and depressed about losing my grandpa 3 months after my uncle dereck. I am not looking forward to his viewing and funeral. I did not want to leave his side on his death bed. I knew I would have to see him in a casket afterwards.That is going to make die a bit inside.
I'm so sorry you're going through this...I was not pregnant so it must be so hard for you...but I lost my dad in February, grandfather in April, and a close family friend a few days ago. It's so sad...please Take care of yourself, your bubba needs you...it won't get easier after giving birth. The only thing keeping me going are my kids...Keep an eye out for ppd. And if you ever need to take I'm all ears.