I dont know why im so apathetic why i dont care at all when it comes to this its just not in me to…
I dont know why im so apathetic why i dont care at all when it comes to this its just not in me to care. I feel like I cant care even when I want to. I feel like a psychopath who doesnt have the capacity for emotions. Its like constantly fighting against myself for effort when my brain says no its exhausting being at war with yourself.
LatinSpice·
We're you like this before pregnancy and birth??
Daniela A. ·
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I felt this way when I first had my son. I realized mine was caused by exhaustion, recovering from birth, fear of pain from breastfeeding, and pure lack of sleep so it affected how I felt about my baby but I knew I loved him if I continued to push through. Once I physically recovered and started sleeping more, the bonding grew. You need to examine what’s affecting you and what you can do about it. Change your son’s formula so he’s more settled. Get him on a routine. Set up his crib so he can learn to self soothe (but first - change. His. Formula.). Put him in a daycare a couple time a week. See a doctor for yourself. Have family and his father (who sounds almost deadbeat — from your posts) more involved. No more self pity, girl, do something about it or nothing will change. Just do it.