Some days I honestly feel so guilty that I’m able to bond more with Trevor then when Connor was his…

Some days I honestly feel so guilty that I’m able to bond more with Trevor then when Connor was his age. With my PPD I was so mentally gone, I wasn’t myself and I couldn’t get myself to love Connor and want to be with him. But with Trevor my heart just explodes seeing his little face smile, and I constantly just want to snuggle him. I feel so bad Connor never got that.