I just wanna be happy and for everything to be okay.. Wish I wasn’t so hormonal and didn’t cause so…

@peakyfuckinblinders, cause I asked him what some messages and a picture was about from a few days ago and it just caused a whole bunch of issues I guess

@peakyfuckinblinders, the picture wasn’t even anything bad just something about a hotel room price and I wanted to know what it was about because the person it had come from the messages were deleted so I asked what got deleted and what it was about and it instantly made him mad..

@peakyfuckinblinders, yeah I did and he said things were gonna be different, what I asked him about today had to do with that same day, I just figured I’d ask him what was all said and stuff but all he did was get mad at me.

@peakyfuckinblinders, I told him all I want is for him to be open to me and to not do the dumb stuff anymore but idk. I may just have to go on with my life but I really don’t want to..

@peakyfuckinblinders, yeah that’s what I’m thinking. Maybe if he learns the hard way things will change, I guess his last relationship was one where the girl didn’t care who he talked to or something. I’ve heard a lot of bad stuff about when they were together, but I’m not like that. I’m the type that won’t even message another guy as a friend when I’m in a relationship.

@peakyfuckinblinders, well he was basically crying earlier bc of what I said to him, I know his ex apparently cheated on him with his best friend at the time and a few other guys and he says he got use to that so it’s different being with me.

@peakyfuckinblinders, idk what goes through his head honestly.. and I plan on it when he’s not upset with me and I can actually sit down and talk to him bc I don’t deserve this.. I’ve been so faithful to him and try my best to keep him happy.

@peakyfuckinblinders, yup. If he can’t I’m gone. No matter what he says or does to keep me here.

@peakyfuckinblinders, he really does, and it’s more than just the relationship issues he needs to work on. I mean you would figure he wouldn’t do anymore dumb stuff once I spent the night with him while he was in the hospital after he almost died. I slept in a chair just to be close to him and make sure he was okay.