Emotional I'm 36+5, after trying to conceive for 8 years I'm so over the moon to be so close to…

Emotional

I'm 36+5, after trying to conceive for 8 years I'm so over the moon to be so close to finally meeting my baby boy but on Thursday I had a consultant appt and was offered a sweep at 38 weeks because I've suffered with high BP throughout and they would rather me go in to Labour naturally than have to be induced if I go over 40 weeks. Anyway I've not 100% decided on the sweep or not but it's really brought home to me how close I am to not being pregnant anymore, and it makes me really sad. I love feeling him kick and move etc and I feel like I'm really going to miss it just being me and him. Is that normal? Or have I finally crossed the line to crazy?