Lord of mine I have prayed, if I am the first one in line then that’s fine I will take it all. I…

Lord of mine I have prayed, if I am the first one in line then that’s fine I will take it all. I Pray that you hear me.

I’ll ask you a thousand times or more to Spare me this heartache and change your plan. All that I needed you have already done, leave me in ease that my baby is in your presence. At this point I want the healer more than the healing, the savior more than the saving…..Help me want you more. I can’t keep falling on my knees. I know that there is a place for all of us but for some reason I cannot understand mine.

I am tired of trying to hold my breath, baby of mine I know those little hands would’ve been strong enough to hold the world. Even if they told me I could steal all the stars I wanted, it would never be enough. Every night I lay in bed, the brightest colors fill my head with a million dreams that are keeping me awake. I think of what the world could’ve been, but in my vision baby of mine we can run away to the world we desire. Blessing of mine you will always be my favorite “What if”.

06/16/2018👣👼🏼