I honestly don't know if i feel like he doesn't love me or he does and just is not attracted to me anymore. Idk. My body…

I honestly don't know if i feel like he doesn't love me or he does and just is not attracted to me anymore. Idk. My body has changed so much after having my babies back to back and all the stress I'm under does not help with stress eating. I'm not that much bigger but I am bigger and I was big already before them.

Cardi said it best " You even got me trippin', you got me lookin' in the mirror different

Thinkin' I'm flawed because you  inconsistent"