Im so not feeling like myself, even though things are looking good for our girl 6 year old pit to…

Im so not feeling like myself, even though things are looking good for our girl 6 year old pit to come home if application is approved. We have to wait till the shelter puts her on there web page before we can even put the application in. I just can't shake this lonely sad feeling. 😭💔 i just don't feel right. I set up for my neice to come over for her birthday dinner and desert and watch a movie with my husband and i and her mom and dad. But all i feel like doing is being alone cuddling with my 11 month old pit Leo. Hes not acting like himself either. 😭💔