(Thread Closed) The world according to baby bump

Reasons why I should have my son taken away from me for neglect:

Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

is it weird?

Is it weird that my babysitter text me 7am on a Saturday to tell me she misses my baby? Lol I'm a ftm and I kind of thought it was weird and I don't know how to respond to that really...

Is anyone going to judge me for giving my unborn son some McDonalds?