Ladies...I honestly feel like someone took a whole piece of my heart. I’m fine at points but out of…

Ladies...I honestly feel like someone took a whole piece of my heart. I’m fine at points but out of nowhere I catch myself balling all over again. My levels went from a 3.6 to a 3.0 ,my doctor gives me till Wednesday to see if they go up or down to determine/confirm miscarriage. At this point I feel so weak. I truly have faith but my goodness does this hurt so much 💔