@annlovesyoo I understand I'm always trying to hug my mom and I always run when she need me but sometime i just stay away she is very toxic but i love her

@melissaredfield87 @kelley.blue @janeljade1985 @mommytojames @jaimiexo @mrs.letty.luna Thank you for the love and support. 😘😘😘 I have broken the cycle with my children. There isnt a day that goes by that i dont make them feel loved. I could never hate my mom for how she is. She continues to hurt me today and thats an emotional battle i go through on my own. She doesnt know or will ever know how she makes me feel. She has other children who she treats differently from me. I forgave her and treat her with kindness over everything. That is love. Although, she cant give me the love i needed i hope that i can give it to her every chance i get.

I’m sorry momma! I also went thru this growing up with both my parents and I also had to grow up at a very young age, but it made me into a strong woman and made me love my children even more❤️

Love your so loved and as long as you brake the cycle and show your children love is the best... I dont know how to show love I grew up at 5 years old having to be my moms own medical child responsible to give her her meds... she suffered diabetes and mental illness I didn't know her love only anger and hitting .. I never really spoke of it and at 15 I had to buy a car and pay the rent since she could not hold a job I had to be the adult... she loves my son and daughters like crazy and when I ask her why didn't she show me love... she said she wished she had a son because daughters in this world will suffer so you have to make them stronger.... it hurt me and now her way of loving me is buying me gifts and I really just want a hug😓 I get you love and hold on....

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Let me say this, that doesn't mean that your mom doesn't love you! Some people don't know how to show love. It's so sad but that's just it. My mom has always been very tough on me and do you know she told me it was because she didn't want me to be sad when she died bc the pain that she felt when she lost her mom was unbearable. I hate that you go through that and that is why I go above and beyond to show more emotions with my children. I always noticed my mom showing my step dad affection and telling him she loved him but never me. Well, my cousin was murdered in 2015 and I asked my mom for a hug and she was like girl get on (in a playing manner) and she said you're gonna miss me when I'm gone. I said, "Don't you see that the parents don't always leave first?" And I broke down crying and said I need a hug mama! She gave it to me and I never again had to fight her for one.... Asking for a kiss is still going out on a limb lol!! But hugs and I love you after a phone conversation is regular now. You have me in tears bc I know how you feel but she loves you. A lot of ppl just deal with things so different. I'm so sorry you feel this way. Be strong---she loves you!

Did things get worse with her into your adult life? This sounds similar to my situation with my mom, she started coming around 4 years ago I’m now 32.

I'm sorry, that's terrible. No child should ever have to imagine what it'd be like to have their mom hug them and tell them they love them. You didn't deserve that