I really hate being the person to reach out to others . I mean I know we all have lives and are busy…

I really hate being the person to reach out to others . I mean I know we all have lives and are busy but I can’t be the one in the friendship trying to make all effort. Either you want to be friends or not. I’ve been so bored today and have reached out to all my at home friends just to chat and nothing but a few words here and there..