Rave, well some slight rant cause of context but mostly tons of rave, haha! Bare with me, lol.
Yesterday my boyfriend, his daughter, and I went to a baseball game for Father's day cause I had to work today, and my boyfriend and his daughter are super sweet, cause the game was sold out except for standing room only, but he managed to get me a seat (wheel chair companion seating, which cost him more to get) while they stood the whole time. I felt bad, but he and she (she is 17) both told me not to, and he said while he loved going he wouldn't have stayed if they couldn't get me a seat. So I sat while they stood to watch the game. Which pretty much makes them both amazing since it put me into so much more consideration then them, and we were celebrating him.
I did wear myself out walking though (we got patio furniture earlier, plus parking and walking), and my spd flared up, so I slept awful, and my arms have been falling asleep when I sleep on either side for more than an hour (which my doctor knows) so last night I woke up every hour due to my arms being dead asleep, then fought 5 minutes to change sides since my hip won't cooperate, or 10 if I had to get up and pee, just to only sleep another hour and do it all again. So this morning, my boyfriend woke up at 5:30 super not awake yet (pretty sure I accidently woke him up) and I was awake cause of my arm again, so I told him Happy Father's day! He thanked me, and I told him I couldn't sleep, but he didn't understand cause he wasn't really fully awake, and told me to go back to sleep. I told him obviously didn't hear me, and repeated what I said, and he still wasn't awake, so he was like "baby I just woke up, catch me a break, maybe me leaving the bed will help" and he closed the door so I could sleep. But it made me super upset cause I was super tired and physically in a lot of pain, so I cried so ugly like, knowing I was being all hormonal, both happy he didn't hear me and upset cause he didn't but I didn't want to ruin father's day over nothing....
So after I stop myself crying, I get up, go to the bathroom to pee, and tell him I'm going to get up again early after I sleep for a little while longer (I work all day today, 10 am to 11 pm) so I can take him to breakfast. He is a little more awake, and tells me to take care of me and get as much rest as I xan, and I manage to kiss him all over his forehead and tell him "nope it's father's day and I want to take you to breakfast". He sees my face and asks what is wrong, but I shake my head and go back to sleep knowing that maybe just a little more rest will make me see things better in better light especially when I knew he didn't do anything wrong.
So I wake up and take him to a wonderful breakfast at a nrw place he wanted to go to and give him the card I wrote for him and the present I bought him, which he loved. I'm attaching pics but if it doesn't work it is 2 newborn onsies, one in pink and one in blue (same as our incoming twins) that say "I am your father's day present, mom says you are welcome!" He loved them so much he says that is the outfit he would love for them to wear coming home from the hospital and wants pictures of them in them! Made my heart melt! Plus it is the first gift I ever got him where he couldn't guess what it is before he opened it, which honestly made my day cause he is freaking scary good at guessing. And then he asked if he could have his father's day gift now haha! A.k.a. the twins! Haha, I love that he is so happy and excited for them! And I'm glad we had such a good father's day morning and I didn't ruin it by crying and being hormonal cause of pain and lack of sleep, cause he is seriously the sweetest and most thoughtful man ever who has been suffering from sympathy pains in his back that are really painful without much complaint at all. I'm hoping his son and daughter (from his ex-wife) both get to spend some time and do something special with him today.
Anyway that was my father's day celebrations before work. Anyone else want to share their stories?!?!
No story to tell but I’m sleeping like crap as well. Can’t get comfortable. My hips hurt so bad. I’ve developed sleep apnea like symptoms so I wake up all the time unable to breathe...good times. Hang in there!