Can't wait for my midwife appointment on Thursday to hear little ones heart beat then I might start…

Can't wait for my midwife appointment on Thursday to hear little ones heart beat then I might start buying stuff feel like even with all the bad happening at the minute with my ex (wow that sounds weird to say) o feel like this pregnancy is too good to be true and I'm afraid to do anything in case something bad happens my little miracle 😇😇