So 3 years ago when I was pregnant with my first child I went into labor when I was exactly 30…

So 3 years ago when I was pregnant with my first child I went into labor when I was exactly 30 weeks. I’m being monitored very closely every week and I get progesterone shots every Wednesday since I was 24 weeks. I will be 30 weeks tomorrow and it might sound dumb but even though my 30 weeker is more than great now I can’t help but panic and worry... bad memories and hard times are hard to let go of!