I can't wait for labor and just want to hold my son already I want him to finish baking of course so…

I can't wait for labor and just want to hold my son already I want him to finish baking of course so I'll wait for the 40 weeks lol but I'm hoping my water breaks again but I'm also hoping I'm not in labor for 12 hours again because I want to be home with both of my boys... my doctor said he'll okay me having my son stay there with us if the hospital allows it but I called and they said that their priority was to focus on and have Mom to focus on myself and the baby which I understand that but I wouldn't be able to focus on myself and baby I would honestly be worried and wondering what my son is doing as well. 😢🤦🤦💔