@monkeymomma2, I know it’s nothing to be ashamed of but I get mad at myself for feeling this way. I don’t want to hurt her but sometimes running away or giving her up crosses my mind and it sucks cause 99% of the time I love her so much and can’t imagine my life without her but when she screams just to scream and I can’t do anything for her I feel like she’s rejecting me and it makes me resentful.
I think that is normal feeling everyone needs a break. Just remember at this point baby's don't know how they feel or how to express it they just know it will get ur attention everything is so new and so scary for them patience is learned. I remember when my lo was little she was screem till she about puked all night it was so stressful and it made me want to just screem myself and after I just calmed down and just fold her for a few minutes while she screened I could Figure it out sometimes she just wanted to be walked around the living room. Once it was raining it it freaked her out it was hell I couldn't take it anymore I opened the door and stuck her little butt right into the rain she stopped crying right away and laughed. And I have a relitive and her baby was screening one night and the cure was opening a plate door and letting her look it. Baby's are bizarre but u will figure out what it is :)
Letty ·
I'm sorry I'm sure your not a bad mom
CAS·
@mrs.letty.luna, I know I’m not it’s all in my head but I can’t stop thinking this way
Dusty ·
I'm glad ur going to see someone :) I had ppd for like 5 months I just sat in my room with my baby it was awful
Btw I'm sure ur a great momma
CAS·
@monkeymomma2, I know it’s nothing to be ashamed of but I get mad at myself for feeling this way. I don’t want to hurt her but sometimes running away or giving her up crosses my mind and it sucks cause 99% of the time I love her so much and can’t imagine my life without her but when she screams just to scream and I can’t do anything for her I feel like she’s rejecting me and it makes me resentful.
Dusty ·
I think that is normal feeling everyone needs a break. Just remember at this point baby's don't know how they feel or how to express it they just know it will get ur attention everything is so new and so scary for them patience is learned. I remember when my lo was little she was screem till she about puked all night it was so stressful and it made me want to just screem myself and after I just calmed down and just fold her for a few minutes while she screened I could Figure it out sometimes she just wanted to be walked around the living room. Once it was raining it it freaked her out it was hell I couldn't take it anymore I opened the door and stuck her little butt right into the rain she stopped crying right away and laughed. And I have a relitive and her baby was screening one night and the cure was opening a plate door and letting her look it. Baby's are bizarre but u will figure out what it is :)
Dez·
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Ur a strong woman to realize talking to someone may help u ♡ im always here for u 😘