Ok I need a safe place to vent. I’m so overwhelmed. I’m in tears and home alone. My house is so not ready for Baby. If she doesn’t come on her own my csection is already scheduled for 7/6. That literally 3wks away. I’m trying my best to get everything together but I can’t bend, I can’t sit for long periods because my tailbone is in excruciating pain. I’m tired. I’m beyond frustrated feeling like hubby just doesn’t care. Granted he got a promotion and now drives far and his hours r now crap. But, I feel alone in getting everything ready. He says I shouldn’t have waited until last minutes excuse me if I worked too. How? How can I finish before baby? How can I do this without help? I’m so embarrassed about how unprepared I am I won’t let anyone over to ask my cousin or mom to help. I am literally donating 7bags of clothes alone to goodwill just to b done with things. I’m just over it I wanna throw everything away.