I feel so guilty..this morning I had a ultrasound to find out the gender of baby..no surprise it's another boy, the fourth boy at that. Myself and husband really wanted another girl for the one daughter we already have. I know all children are blessings, I just do not why I can't seem to shake this sadness away
With my first baby I wanted to have a boy first but ended up with a girl I cried so hard and was devistated that it wasn’t going to be a boy. Then months later she came and made my world. Now she’s 7 and one of the best things that has ever happened to me. So give it time it will grow on you I promise. Once you see that baby everything you once thought will be silly and forgettable.
No problem. that’s what we’re here for :)