I feel so guilty..this morning I had a ultrasound to find out the gender of baby..no surprise it's…

I feel so guilty..this morning I had a ultrasound to find out the gender of baby..no surprise it's another boy, the fourth boy at that. Myself and husband really wanted another girl for the one daughter we already have. I know all children are blessings, I just do not why I can't seem to shake this sadness away