@austinsmommy I feel like I took forever to heal with my son...but it's probably bc I was still so emotional from the whole situation. Pain wise it sucked but wasn't unbearable, so I feel this time me not being in a high emotion tailspin is only gonna help.

Totally gonna try the music trick to zen out tho. Thanks for the tip and the encouraging words! 😁🤗

@austinsmommy Thanks so much for the hair compliment 😊 and yes they want me to deliver at 39 weeks.

My first c-section with my son was an emergency one and it was A LOT! I ended up having a panic attack (1st one in life) during the middle of it...so after I saw that my son was out they knocked me out. I'm hoping that with it being planned this time things are calmer and easier for me.