I hate when someone asks something of you but when you ask them in return for the same thing. They…

How are you? Do you plan on moving still?

@lizsouthwick, meh on and off.. n literally was discussing that tonight with him.. bc he came back all happy and being all nice like normal. Of course he drops the I love you and kisses me 😩 but thre are a lot of issues that need to be addressed and I tried tlking to him tonight and he walked out again.. but came back to sleep this time.. he just can’t tlk for whatever reason.. and seeming to be the cause of a lot of problems.. and idk how we will ever grow if he doesn’t..

I did catch him in a lie, which bothers me a lot bc god knows what other lies could be hidden but ugh I’m just getting close to possibly having my baby and I want a family so badly..

I feel dumb giving him chances back to back but it’s hard to just give in

@lizsouthwick, sry for rant

@joyfulmom2b, I understand!!! Same story.. I do the same thing lol dumb huh. Well I hope you’re doing well & I’ve been praying for you.

@lizsouthwick, thank you very much, very appreciated rn..

Lool feels like it, hearts are too damn big sometimes I swear 💕😩🤦‍♀️😂

@joyfulmom2b, 😐I know it

@lizsouthwick, the only thing I really hate about having a big heart is people taking advantage of it.. we need more good people in the world and that’s how they get knocked down

@joyfulmom2b, amen sister. I struggle with understanding people & their intentions. Unfortunately every man I have ever let close has left me feeling used.. the manipulation is crazy. it’s hard bc I can’t comprehend. I have never truly felt loved by someone yet I have deeply loved. I have a hard time letting go of the could bes.. I wish people could just be real.

Mine will do something else, that I like just as much, well most of the time that is. If he really doesn’t like doing it is there something else that he can substitute? At least I think I know what you are alluding to.

@lizsouthwick, soo do I, consistently. Wow u nailed that completely, that’s exactly how it goes and is for me.. everytime.. it’s really just takes so much out of u, and always keep trying when they don’t deserve it anymore. I’m sorry you’ve dealt with the same feelings and issues bc no one deserves manipulation, and lack of feeling loved.. specially when they put a lot into someone.

So do I, I wish they could be honest and not be so damn stubborn. Hear their own bullshit