mommy guilt... I have terrible eating habits and I'm just now realizing how it's affecting my son's…

mommy guilt... I have terrible eating habits and I'm just now realizing how it's affecting my son's diet... No one informed me that a 9 to 10 month old should be eating 3 solid food meals a day... Really is a dilemma being and isolated parent *sighs* I try to read as much as I can but with a very active baby that's difficult and I don't have any friends let alone any friends that are parents so I don't have anyone giving me wanted or even unwanted advice... My own mother passed away a few years back so I can't turn to her for advice and my mother-in-law thinks that I need to be medicated because my husband works too much and I complain about that... I wouldn't complain about it if he would actually put forth some effort with the baby. The last time I needed to go to the emergency room he tried to drop me off at the ER and go to work... The last time he had to go to the emergency room I forced him because he was going to try and go to work luckily he listened to me because his appendix was about to explode... if that calls for medication then whatever