Last night I had an heart to heart with my husband I told him he’s the only person I can really talk…
Last night I had an heart to heart with my husband I told him he’s the only person I can really talk to and it’s hard sometimes cause he doesn’t listen or he gets all weird. Other than that I feel lonely. Like I feel so disconnected from my family really and I live with them but I know they talk trash about me cause they get quiet once I go into the room every time all the time. I don’t even care if I end up in an apartment instead of saving for a stable place cause I really feel like living here is hurting me emotionally and mentally. And it’s not fair on my kids I’m always unhappy with them.m cause of how it is here. So I’m just going to let me dad know at the end of July I’m leaving cause of the situation at the house and show him the text messages. He doesn’t know how his daughter is but I need to do what I got to do to feel better. I always feel like I’m on the break of a mental break down. My relationship is stressed cause I have so many people trying to tell me to leave him but in reality he’s the best. He wouldn’t make up with my sisters pedo husband and he’ doesn’t want to. So no one wants him in the family. So I’ll show my support with my husband cause he’s right. At the end of the day these are our kids. And it’s our job to protect them and if I act like everyone else and turn. Blind eye my babies could pay the price not me. So now I’m looking for a reasonably priced place that we can afford.
Julia Boles·
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Good luck finding a nice place! And I know it's none of my business, but your sister married a pefophile???? And they want you and your husband to be cool with it??? Wtf! How is that many people ok with it? You sound like the only reasonable one in your family!
katarina·
@tiredmom, my last post has more details on it but I’ll quickly explain. He tried to get at my youngest sister who was a minor. And no one did anything but my oldest sister is ok with IT. She’s just as bad she played this guy thinking he was the dad of her last pregnancy which ended in September a week after I had my son due to her bleeding to much it was going to kill her. After she lost the baby her husband family ( they were separated at the time) was there. They guy never got to see the baby she made him believe was his. She then took money from him from what I understand at least 1000. Then in January plays it more and shows him the last ultrasound of the baby which he kept still not knowing the truth. But no one told her she was wrong my husband told the guy what she was doing cause that’s just wrong and she got mad. I feel like I’m the only reasonable one too cause I’m the only one that feels sick to my stomach with them. Their actions aren’t good.
Julia Boles·
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@km416 that's so not ok! I hope you can get out of there soon. That's not a healthy environment for anyone's mental health. Reading that got me stressed.
katarina·
@tiredmom, right I’m like if I never moved back my relationship would be so much better i would be happier. I feel the stress on me cause I started getting a light anxiety attack. We’re I felt my breathing getting quicker and my chest felt tight. I am not moving to San Bernardino though that’s the one city my husband and I refuse to go to
Julia Boles·
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@km416 I'm 3hrs away from most of my family for a reason! And across the country from my so's family. Being around them would ruin our relationship and cause so many fights.
katarina·
@tiredmom, yeah I’m thinking about moving back to riverside area it’s sad cause my daughter loves my dad and he’s not the issue everyone else is. And even if o talked to him nothing with my sisters or mom would change