Absolutely beyond gutted!!! About 400 photos and videos have been permanently deleted from my phone while was trying to move pictures onto an SD card. They were all of my beautiful baby and I am so heartbroken. Literally in tears feeling sick about this. So fucking pissed off at myself 😭😭
So nervous about my gender scan today 🙈🙈🙈
Update
Today my blood pressure was 158/94 and 140/101 for the second reading so they called the hospital to tell them I'll be on my way for induction. Currently sitting at my house just freaking out but about to head to the hospital.
My heart is so heavy writing this..Today at my 20 week appointment the doctor said her heart stopped beating.I made it so far and we wanted her so bad..Im just lost😢😢😭😭.Now Im being induced to deliver my sleeping angel.
So went to my ultrasound and it wasn't great news 😣😥😢...don't really know how to feel about it and can't help but worry.

Last night's situation lol my husband was so particular about it I'm like my feet hurt!!! Hurry up!