I'm losing my mind we just can't get a break. I just want to have my own place for my family even if…

I'm losing my mind we just can't get a break. I just want to have my own place for my family even if it's a crappy apartment in a crappy town but I can't even get that. I'm feeling so very defeated and like my life is on stand by bcuz I'm staying with my parents so I still have to live by there rules to a point and I'm so tired of being treated like a child. 😢