I’m a strong woman I’ve been thru slot in life n i try to never need anyone because i really don’t have anyone. I need…

I’m a strong woman I’ve been thru slot in life n i try to never need anyone because i really don’t have anyone. I need my bf to understand that being pregnant is hard for me i suffer from anxiety so bad and can’t take pills he works 80+ hours a week between his 2 full time jobs i work full time some days i jus want to come home n curl up next to him but he’s never here except the weekends n he’s sleep plus we have his 6 yr old daughter every weekend so if he gets up he takes her n does something meanwhile I’m still sitting in the house alone n bored i jus need him n hes not getting it... sorry jus needed to vent