Мамлайф
Мамлайф
Приложение для мам
Cassandra
Cassandra
Многодетная мама (5 детей)

Feeling like all I am is nothing to my husband but his slave. I can't remember the last time I actually felt like me and…

Feeling like all I am is nothing to my husband but his slave. I can't remember the last time I actually felt like me and not a mother or a wife or slave. I have lost myself. I don't know what happened. I don't smile or have fun. All I do is stress about everything. We've been having a really rough two months to where my husband hasn't worked but side job that don't pay shit. He finally got a job he starts orientation Wednesday. But that doesn't help us right now. So I have to do it all and more. Im so tired it's not funny. I just wish he seen what it's doing to me. I've lost so much weight it's not funny. Two months ago I weighed over 250 now I think I weight 190. I don't do anything but stress.

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

Since everyone is telling me to.. Here it is.. Well on mom life you stated your procedure was for a hole in your…

Since everyone is telling me to.. Here it is.. Well on mom life you stated your procedure was for a hole in your stomach.. But on instagram you "kicked cancers ass" and basically had throat cancer?.. I don't like liars!! Why lie?! I lost the people i loved most to cancer! That's not something to fucking joke about! I lost all respect for you! And if you really do have cancer why lie on mom life saying it was for a hole in your stomach?it just makes no sense to me!

Ok so not using actual numbers.. But everyone knows I'm over weight since having my girls. It's no secret. BUT i was…

Ok so not using actual numbers.. But everyone knows I'm over weight since having my girls. It's no secret. BUT i was talking with my hubby last night and idk how we got to this but he said something like (not using actual numbers) no one should weigh 800lbs, they should take care of themselves. And i said so what if someone weighs 800lbs? He said no one should weigh that, they should be healthier. I said well i almost weigh 800! I'm in the 790s. And I'm healthy. I may be overweight but i don't have any diseases, no high cholesterol, no high blood pressure, i don't have a bad heart, lungs, or anything else. So I'm healthy I'm just over weight. So then we argued about him having an issue with my weight.. Am i wrong in this? Because it really hurt my feelings.. I've tried sooo many different things to lose weight but having hypothyroidism makes you gain/hard to lose. And my medications for depression and anxiety cause you to gain also.. So it's very hard to lose weight.. But i didn't even know he had an issue with my weight until last night..