I feel like such a shit mom. I tried so hard to budget to give my little girl her vamparina birthday party. But after bills and responsabilites I just can't afford it. I can't even afford to get her anything. My heart breaks for her. My baby suffers because I have to use every penny I have for responsabilites because her dad feels like he has none. Hasn't talked to them in 6 months or paid for anything. So while him and his new girl live like King and Queen, I have to explain to my 3 year old that momma just couldn't afford to give her what she has been talking about for the past month. I just want to cry 😭💔